it's been a very up and down term.
i feel like my life is taking a trip on a roller coaster right now. some parts of my life are going really well, and i am enjoying them fully. others, however, are just lagging behind.
i feel like my priorities are mixed, and as days go by more and more i just don't feel like myself anymore. things that interested me before now no longer have an impact on my life. things that i used to care about a lot no longer give me that sense of urgency that i must pay attention to it. i am living a very relaxed and carefree life, but i am also in a state of panic, especially now that the term is coming to an end. things that i have to get done are not getting done.
i keep telling myself that these feelings are temporary, but it seems like it's happening more often.
i just needed somewhere to write this out so that i can look back at it.
and i really hope that i don't stay this way.
no mater what happens you're still the man. and where did you see my mom? i couldn't understand that part of the voicemail.
ReplyDeletei get that feeling all the time, except it's not all at once.. it's like i'm happy for one day and then sad the next and it's really fucking annoying.
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